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I want to get out and play! But but i have to ask mum.. blah..winterchill doesn't bother me.. uh no it does! :'( boohoo.. i cry when it's too cold.. HAHA when i go skiing my tears used to cling to my glasses and form icicles SCAWWIE! too graphic!! too cold!! blah.. i want my breakfast now! hmm it's 8:3twoooo lala hungrie hungrie.. jeesoo's playing MADOJuhnGI.. i don't see why that's fun but.. oh well she likes it and it helps me because the game's on the other computer so hehehe i get to get the XP one.. lala..BONUS~~ hehe.. NYAH! AHH i want movies.. movies.. come.. come to me! HAHA! maybe i'll go alone and watch!!! but i lack motivation if i plan to go alone hmm hmm oh yeah! i should watch moonchild!!! blah.. but i can't.. *sigh* maybe i can rent Janghwa, Hongryuhn (A tale of two sisters) hehe!! i waned to see it for a long long time but never got close to it! *sub* but it's a scarrie movie and mum&dad hates anything scarie.. blah...

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english bio math // chem- tomorrow // bible- day after tomorrow huh?! i have.. hmm 6hrs to finish studying chem. and i didn't start yet.. haha... i'm hungry..

LALA

started studying bio yesterday... hah. i have 5hrs to learn it all.. ahhhhh i hav to start Unit2~~~

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ALOHA. GONBANGWA. ANNYONG. i hate english!!! because i think i failed the exam!!!!!!! 寒�!!!!!!!!!! 추워!!!! ��...

Consequence

hah... i really don't think of anything when i do things..or not do things.. i have to change!!*tightens fist* i'm a grown up now!!!*lightbeem beems out of eyes* (saying this makes me feel more like a kid......- _-; ) ahhhh middle stage again ..the 질�노��시기! hah i do not know that word or expression in english...the inbetween" stage the whirl pool of confusion" the stage of changing-and-changing-causes-u-stress-so-get-on-with-what-u're-doing-or-i'll-cause-u-stress"...where am i geting...*shooks head disappointedly*... �風怒掉? wut the? HAHA i dunno how to write it in chinese either.. what am i doing haha;; i want to be free want to getaway from it all want to die! whoa.. no not THAT ,,,not yet.. i was imagining right when i was writing the "death' part, that i die as i write it down.. and it was fweekie.. all my friends are logged off and went to sleep... it's very late now.. i wanted to study for bio and read the tale of two cities.. and i will because i want to!!! starting in a nearest future after i go upstairs!!! but when do i go up stairs!!! hmm i have to type all this tomorrow lunch.. it's 12:55 am?? oh, then today lunch..

WOULD I CARE!!!

yes i would. HAHA

Counting number

of years i lived.. whoa.. When u write an autobiography, it's so hard to remember everything that happened and i have to write a time line first to remember the whole thing ha. When I go to Heaven, where will my memories go?! AHHh someone told me that I'll forget everything..Then ahhhhh.. It'll be so sad..Whoa I asked Andrew and he told me that I will forget the ones that go to hell. And everything about them. Then I have to make sure everyone I know has relationship with GOD AHHHHHHHHHH!!! but is it selfish?! uh okay I know what..hahahah!!! it shouldn't be because i want to remeber everyone but because God told me to! ahhhhhhhh noooooo but i said it already! what am i thinking_ i'm confusing myself again!!!!WHAT! i have chemistry presentation tomorrow! i haven't even started! and it's getting dark! (nope.. waz dark the whole time) well well ....

WHAT!!!! there are ppl telling me that I don't look seventeen.......They think I'm 15, 13, even twelve!! blah! untill now, there was only one person who thought i was one year older than what i really was.. HAHAHAHA what if i grow old and become 20 and still look 14 and then i grow older and become 25 and suddenly look 40 something!?!?! ahhhh!!! The terror!!! * i think i look 17 _what are u guys talking about!!! XP * hmm enough about looks.. Let's talk about.. looks!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH i'm so stressed my shoulder's are killing meeh....Sometime during this week my back started to hurt a lot.. then i realized.. that.. i was carrying my textbooks! i usually keep them hm and share(takeover) other's books but... i felt bad.. (because they carry them all the time and i'm taking advantage of them) and started to bring my textbook(s)...and my back still hurts... Lack of exercise,,,,*shivverr* hmm my internal organs are trying to get warm..*yawn* blah.. =========the journey of oxygen========= mouth(on this occasion) - trachea - bronchi - bronchiole - alveolus - uh.. Rest of the body.. hahahaha i'm bored!! Even tho i have to study for exam!!! What am i doing!!!awww g2go to bed i'm sleepiy...

Ahhhh sooo cold!!! -23"c baahhh aHH. My autobiography is killing me_ i don't think i can finish it on time.. If only i had the program at home.. *sigh* AHH have to finish!!! or i have to die trying blah..- _-;; dad's animatedly telling mum something about listening loud music and hearing aid.. ahhhaaa don't wanna listen!!! ah now mum talking about infections... *sudder* so cold.. ' -' bad news everywhere.. but it's going to be okay.. or i hope.. ahhhHH I'm not ready to die yet.. ahhhh. When i was in elementary scool or middle school (junior high)( i dunno when exactly), a teacher(dun remember who) told our class that there's this movie called MARUTA" and that it's about japanese ppl performing living-body tests.. and it sounded nasty..killing people without any hesitation_ he told us not to rent it before 19 haha! i dunno if the movie really exists.. but i believed him .. ahhah movies like Battle Royale and stuff shows the "possibility" of the existance of the movie blAHHH!! haha i read the noval Battle Royal 1,2 i thought it was cool hah. The novel's better than the movie. it's really scarry that a person can make up a story like that. What does MARUTA mean anyway? *search search* huh?! a log? hmmm a human log?! scarry.. *stretch-yawn* i gotta go to school now.. ( waz doing h/w for english.. dictionary.com haha..) bye for now lalala...

English accents are cute. whoa..

WHO CARES! lala school's fine but why am i so tired..oh my.. jungsoo's watching justice league.. the monster villan guy's soo mutated; scarry.. why do people make those kind of animation for kids.. *sigh* so gross.... as if evil people = always ugly and whatever.. blah.. it's so complicated..i would write in korean here someday it'll be soo long? lol no i have nothing to say.. i dont' know how to write.. it's so funny! hahah!!! i wanted to take philosophy last year but i changed school and there wasn't any philosophy class OR fashion design class..i wazn't gonna take it anyway..except for fashion design..all my arts and music marks are covering up? my other marks haha!! when mum and dad got me and my sis's report cards, they were like.. yonsoo, ur sis did better than u: not counting the arts-music courses. ah, who cares.. she was better in everything when we were in elem. and now, i DONOT care. let them trigger' me to have "ogi" haha! but nope.. i like school i want school i m a nerd lala i just hate studying..haha! nyah!!!!! blahblahblahblahblah!!!!! ahhh i'm so hysteric today :P

Going back to school tomorrow...ahhhh!!! but i think it's healthier that way... at least i'll meet my friends again. and walk around. and use my hands. and think. Looking back, my break was (....) or was it like that since gr7? i think it was.. ahha.. but it's okayy..i'm used to it and maybe i like it that way,, most of my break was WASTED and i like it that way,,,whaa?? lol Because it's a break. Doesn't most ppl do that? ah, don't know; don't care..HALLS DEFENSE!! VitaminC!! ASSORTED CITRUS!! niiice...yesterday.. i was cleaning my room and found papers..for bible study. it said God always speaks to us and when he speaks, we would know. AHHH!! i have to decide so many things this year.. better now than next year..*sneeze* ..excuse me..ahh! my left leg is sleeping!!!side tracks everywhere.. i shouldn't be writing like this..

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